Ok so here's my story....
All my life my weight has been an issue, not only to me but to my mom too... She was always putting me on diets and telling me I needed to loose weight, so ever since about grade 6 I've just about been on any and Every diet out there and usually I'd fall off the wagon when my mom would tell me to not eat that and eat that- the problem was that what I had planned to eat was not forbidden, so I guess you could say that I rebelled.... Something that I'm sure is not foreign to any teenager....
I'm now 19yrs old and my ever long quest to be thin has to be faced cause if i can't do it now I never can...
My biggest insecurity is my face, I never feel pretty or even close to it... When me and my friends go out I feel like the black sheep, the ugly duckling- nothing like cinderella!!! I never felt like that before I met my ex boyfriend.... He told me I was fat and ugly- not to my face but to my friend who then told me... Considering he dated me twice- you'd think that I knew that, that obviously wasn't true cause of the pure fact that he dated me twice...
Ever since then I lost all confidence in myself and this blog was created so that as well as showing you my struggle to loose weight it will also show how I WILL gain back the self esteem I once had and enjoy life like I should be....
This blog is a shared blog between me and my best friend- we met 8 years ago and ever since we've tried to do all that we can to loose weight, so by creating this blog we want u to see that anything is possible:):)
With lots of love
Phat Gurl 002
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